a blink of the eye

One blink of the eye and you’re there
so surreal but so sweet
slipping away in your embrace
trying to hold on to what is lost
never stopped dreaming
a second blink and nothing’s there
the moment just disappeared in the night

MEN WILL ALWAYS BE MEN.

informatiegidsen

Felle kleuren nieuwe cultuur andere gebruiken en idealen lekker weer mooie mensen  iets goed doen voor een ander jezelf ontdekken nieuwe mensen ontmoeten nieuwe geluiden veel indrukken even er tussenuit een mooi verhaal

Verleidelijk hoor zo'n informatiegids over vrijwilligerswerk in het buitenland. Ik wil niet weten hoeveel ik er al door heb gekeken en hoeveel blaadjes ik wel niet heb met voors en tegens. Je maakt lijstjes, je berekent hoeveel geld je ervoor nodig hebt en hoeveel je eigenlijk wel niet hebt om te besteden. Je gaat reisbloggen lezen en maakt jezelf alleen maar nieuwsgieriger naar dat andere land. Zeker op tijden als deze dat je het eigenlijk veel te druk hebt met school en t liefst alles op zou willen geven voor een paar maanden weg. Je weet dat je er veel van zou leren en uit je lijstjes komt ook eigenlijk altijd wel naar voren dat je het gewoon zou moeten doen. De stap tussen dromen en doen is alleen altijd zo gigantisch dat je het toch maar niet doet. En thuis blijft bij je vertrouwde school waar je dagelijks op kunt kankeren, je vriendengroep die je ook eigenlijk niet wil missen, je familie die je toch wel graag ziet en het vertrouwde gevoel van thuis. Zonde eigenlijk want het zou zo mooi kunnen zijn.

games

It doesn’t matter wich games we play
you always win..
but I always get my revenge somehow.

 

tralalalala

he just don't love you

I hate to be the one to tell you
but I don’t think he loves you
I know you would wish for one day of true love
but he just don’t love you
You would die for him
but he just don’t care
I know you dream about him all the time
but you’re never on his mind
so listen to me before you open your heart
cause he will only tear you apart

my hero

I don’t want you to go and somewhere deep inside I want you to leave this place
The world has brought you so much love, so much to live for but also a lot of grief
You don’t want to leave this place and have some peace for yourself
cause you only think about anyone else
If you could you would take away all the pain in the world and make life just a little bit lighter
just for everyone to be happy
and still while you have so much pain you don’t show..
Cause somewhere there’s someone else having way more pain
As long as you can handle it you have no pain
at least that’s what you trying to believe
I don’t think there is anyone in this world who has a bigger heart than you
you make people feel so much better about themselves and you don’t seem to see it.
If god really has his angels I’m sure you are one of them
You were always a role model, growing up I knew I wanted to be like you
and in some parts I believe I succeed
but it’s only a tiny bit compared to you
I love being over there  and how you’re braiding my hair
When I’m back home after being with you I always feel a little more secure and that’s only because of you..
You know I will love you till the day you die
but I think you’ve did more than enough for this world
I wish you could live another twenty years but not the way you have to live right now
you’re a wonderful person that I will never forget.

kinds of people..

There are two kinds of people
the people who go for love or the people who go for lust
there are the people who want to be with you and the people who like to be with you when they want to.
There are people who are caring and who want to know how you feel and if you are really oke
and there are people who don’t even listen to the answer.
When you say you’re not feeling well you want someone caring enough to listen to your story and support whatever is going on.
Not someone who starts telling their own story ‘well you know sometimes I don’t feel that well either..’
You have the people who know you very well and the people who just don’t care
you have the people who always want to know everyone else, who are interested in anybody else’s life and meet some new people.
While other people always have the same friends with who they grew up with.
And well I don’t mind. You can’t be everyone’s friend. But please be a little bit more interested in the people who are close to you.