I don't know where I lost my mind

I don’t know where I lost my mind
I guess it was just a matter of time
what a waste of a perfectly good life
all those endless nights texting, waiting for you to reply
waking up with you right next to me
I knew I had to make you mine again
 

I don’t know where I lost my mind
I guess it was just a matter of time
before I let you in again to get under my skin
I was trying to reach for your hand while nobody was watching
starring in those eyes that look but don’t see
 

I don’t know where I lost my mind
I guess it was just a matter of time
talking for hours till it’s too late for me to leave
crying on your shoulders
cause I knew you were the only who could take away my grief
 

I don’t know where I lost my mind
I guess it was just a matter of time
believing we could do it better this time
cause we grew up right?
but in the end we turned out to be just the same as we have been all those years before
 

I don’t know where I lost my mind
I guess it was just a matter of time
before we got back to our battlefield where destroying was our only option
pain is for the weak, the once you have to leave behind
love doesn’t mean a thing when you’re at war
 

I don’t know where I lost my mind
I guess it was just a matter of time
before you let me down again and leave me with the pieces
of something that once was a beautiful future for the both of us
we were never meant to be, this is just how it had to be
 

I don’t know where I lost my mind
I guess it was just a matter of time
to stand up from the ground and leave you behind for someone else
I’m better now you should see
better than I ever would have been with you
 

I don’t know where I lost my mind
I guess it was just a matter of time..