I like to pretend everything stays the same. I haven't lost you, I haven't lost us, it's just a fase you have to get through. It's not like our love is gone, it's just temporary. She might be sleeping with you, but that's probably nothing like we've had. It's not that I can't sleep at night cause I'm jealous, I just like to stay awake all night and imagine how you're holding her, how your lips touch her's and how you whisper in her ear. I like that a lot, it makes me look like a zombie for a few months but haven't you noticed how trendy that is?
I like seeing you, when you're smiling and feeling good. I never know the reel reason but it suits you that smile. I'm not that familiar with that look but I like it. Around me you like to be moody, yelling, throwing cellphones, in a weird way I like that. It makes you manly and it makes me appreciate the good times. I've always been a first class bitch or how I like to say 'incontent' somehow I can't see what's in front of me and appreciate what I have. You changed that in me. You're the difference I needed to make.
I like pretending.
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