dear used to be best friend,

I might not show it much enough and honestly sometimes I forget that you used to be my best friend, I will never totally forget you I couldn’t but somehow the bright shining memories seem from another life. A life of someone else. I still think about you a lot not as much as before but you have a little spot in my mind that I can’t seem to forget. You used to be my best friend the one I would share everything with. But I don’t feel that feeling any more. It’s not like I could still call you in the middle of the night about what just happened or I could text you about the strangest things that pop up into my mind. That would just be awkward.  We could meet if you somehow found a little time for me and maybe we could talk about some random shit but I guess we would both leave the conversation with an awkward feeling.  We wouldn’t  be meeting again after soon. The last weeks I felt like god gave me a sign to finally let you go for good. I have a wall you know with all our pictures, the pictures of a long lost time. The last few weeks they just don’t want to stick to the wall they all fall down piece by piece only leaving some shattered glass. Like we finally really broke down to say our goodbyes. Not that I like to cause if I could I would still text you every day and I still think you’re a great person just not the one I should depend on. We’re not like we used to be. You’ve got your friends and I’ve got mine and that’s just fine. You found a new girl to be called your ‘best’ friend and I did too. Not that you two look a lot like each other or I could compare her to you but it’s just fine this way. I will miss you a lot and there will always be a spot for you left in my heart if you find the time or interest but for now it’s done. Thanks for everything and have a nice life

Sincerely,

Your used to be best fiend