interpretations

I’ve once heard the lyric:  “you’ve got me screaming insecure’

I loved the band but that doesn’t matter right now

I could understand how that must feel

I was on highschool and I was getting to know myself a little bit more

And this search for myself had some up’s and some downs

And that made me really insecure

I always felt like there was nothing I could do

I always seem to mess up big time

I could study as hard as I could

And still get bad grades

I always tried to be the best in everything

And to be honest

I wasn’t good at anything

But hey I found myself

And I’m still figuring myself out a little bit more everyday

But at that moment I think I was the most insecure girl at school

But listening to that same song again I hear the lyrics differently

Sure I still want to be the best and change the world

And make everything better

But now I know I probably won’t

So that doesn’t make me insecure anymore

But knowing that you are out there

Doing your own thing

Probably dating some other girls

Having fun with your friends

Or thinking about me

Telling me sweet things

That’s what makes me insecure

So now I know the feeling

Maybe even more than I did a few years ago.