I fooled myself

I fooled myself

It’s so stupid

I didn’t see it myself..

We broke up about a year ago

And it was heartbreaking..

Somehow I just couldn’t deal with it

Living without you seemed impossible

We met a few times and every time I felt butterflies over and over again

You left to go on a trip

And this seemed to be my opportunity to start over

And I did

I started dating

And I even thought I felt in love again

Stupid cause ofcorse it  was just make believe

He acted like an asshole the way he did before

And I was kind of upset

I didn’t talk to you since you left

But now we did

And I wouldn’t say I’m in love with you

But I do care

I care for you in a way I couldn’t care for anyone else

But it’s good this way.