I miss you

I wish there was a spell who could ,make you forget everything you want to forget

A spell who would take all the hurt away and all the painful things you would like to forget

If I had that spell I could make me forget you died

I could just say to myself you went on a trip to Canada again where you would by a new dog

but this time you wouldn’t go back you would stay there find a beautiful man

who would give you everything you deserve

And I would tell myself to come visit you

and I would think about  you and how lucky you are to live the life you deserve and it would feel good.

I wouldn’t have to miss you

I would write you emails and maybe you won’t answer them

But I will think it’s because you’re to busy or maybe you change your address

I would write you a Christmas card wishing you all the luck in the world

And I would be glad you’re happy

But I can’t write you emails

Or Christmas cards

Cause you’re not here anymore..

What kind of birthday will it be in a few months without you here telling us how big we all are

Without you in your little red car

With your stories about your children

You were the best!

And I still miss you