You've got me screaming insecure

It feels like I’m on fire

Every bone in my body is ready to explode

I miss you

But I can’t stand being in the same room with you

I hate you with everything that’s inside me

But I love you even more

I want you to be here

I want you to be close

I would love to see your temper again

See you longing for me

The way I’ve always been longing for you

I loved you at first sight

And hated you by second

I disgust you

And I would love to make you feel my pain

I still see you every night

Over and over again

But I don’t want to

Cause I don’t need you

I’ve lost you once before

And I will lose you again

The idea of seing you with someone else

Kills me

But I would love to make you feel that way

Come a little closer

Let me look to you in a way no one ever looked at you before

Let me hold you like no one else can

Let me hurt you

The way you’ve hurted me

Come a little closer let me see your eyes

Filling with tears you can’t deny

I know you loved me

Even though you act like you’ve never cared

Come a little closer and feed me with your lies

You lied to me before

And you would do it again

But that won’t stop me from loving you again.

I would die for you

you know I would..